I had a cat
Something pretty
Something small
Something naive
Won't tell you lie
Won't ask you why

时针静悄悄地划过凌晨一点的那一格，与分针完美得形成３０度角，熬夜...

 

肚子很饿,饿到睡不着觉,关电脑前还是去弄了点吃的,虽然已经刷过牙齿...家里的粮食储备已经所剩无几,零食基本清空,厨房还有几个土豆,一些菠菜,本想熬个汤喝,但实在懒得大半夜饿着肚子在那里削土豆皮,那应该是很搞笑的一副场景吧...

 

麦片,奶粉,糖,幸好还有开水,一碗下肚,饥饿稍有缓解,但仍无睡意...放着朋友推荐的新歌,陈绮贞的<pussy>,歌声很悠扬,恩,用悠扬来形容应该很合适吧,凌晨的房间,阴冷而又欢闹,气温让我阴冷,手指让键盘欢闹,歌声悠扬又显空灵,回荡在凌晨的单人房内...

 

泡澡的时候就在构思这篇日志,但几乎因为惰性将之断送于萌芽,不过可以庆幸的是,牛奶麦片拯救了它,还是成形了...

 

I'd love my cat
Something really
Something bigger
Something guilty
It takes your time
It takes your trust
So easy

 

其实不知道写什么,只是音乐作祟,歌中唱到"something really bigger guilty...",主题是,a cat...

something really...失落感,失败感,失意感

something bigger...悲哀,伤心,欲泪,思念

something guilty...暴躁,失控,伤人..心

 

 

I saw a cat
Without the social life
Without a good day
Without an eclipse
Nobody helps me
Like I did to my little pussy
Give a hand to anyone

 

歌是同一个调,记得这个调,这个旋律,这个声音,这段歌词见证了我在那场大雨中的故事,也陪伴我度过了那个大雨之夜...喜欢的歌会一直循环,一直循环...为什么还在放,为什么还在放,自己问自己,为什么还在放,带着回忆的歌声不只能让我陷入更深的悲伤

 

还在放,但我却没了脾气已经没什么需要我再发脾气了...

 

I saw a cat
Without the social life
Without a good day
Without an eclipse
Nobody helps me
Like I did to my little pussy
Give a hand to anyone
Anyone, anyone

 

Without the social life Without a good day Without an eclipse  Nobody helps me...我不行了,谁来救救我,止不住的哀思...

眼皮搭下来,却不想睡,害怕做梦,害怕知道这只是梦

 

i had a kid , something capriciously ,something  lovable ,something anxiously,i  love  my  kid....